Summary of 2018
i just have to believe that i actually made it to the 2019
should i shout yeay ?
alhamdulillah.
all praise goes to Him
giving me more life and joys even when i turned down because of too many sorrows and pains.
alhamdulillah.
allahummasollialamuhammad waalaalimuhammad
january
in this month is when my car first got hit by a clumsy woman who didn't look on her right before getting into the lane.
and all her answer was, it was my lane and i didn't need to look on my right since it was my lane !
oh God ! she was super annoyed and stubborn that she didn't ever admit her fault tough !
but anyhow, i just settled it down by paying her RM100 cause her car was just a minor damage but my car, oh God. you wont believe it cause her car was only a Persona. and my car is Navara and i dont know how it turned out my car got quite worse damage and of course in my head that time, "im gonna killed this time. Mom gonna kill me. My bank gonna broke this time and yada yada"
but gladly, one of my colleague brought me to his friend's workshop which only to pay RM150 to him and he turned my car just like the new one. people wont know the car got hit at all ! amazing isn't it ? yeahhh i know.
Mei
it was my birthday and this time, my husband forgot again. like usual lahh
September
in this month, it was super complicated month to me. in this month, i was planning for my kid birthday which turned to 1 on 12th September. just like few days before his birthday party, it was the day i started my new semester. this semester, i supposed to get in the class with 3rd year student(i'm currently 4th year student but because i extended during giving birth to Adam, so here i am now), my cringe dean told me that i cant go in with 3rd year student before passing my Pharmacology subject (which i failed during my 2nd year).
at this time, i was totally surprised cause not only that, he made me arranged all my curriculum for the whole study and turned out im going finish my DVM in another 3 years and half (Allah bless me).
at that time, non of my thought that i could ever make it, cause whats the problem were ; im going to pay my own 3k++ by my own cause PTPTN will only pay for maximum 5 years only. not more than that. next is i cannot afford to fail ANY SUBJECT within my 3 years study or if not, i fail and cannot graduate with doctorate. it was so so so frustrating cause i really want to be a doctor tooo bad !
all i thought that time was only QUIT. so the next day, after i talked to my family, i went to the office, met the dean and my PA, said that i want to quit. the dean was, okay. yaa thats it ! he didnt say anything else. nor try to talk and advise me, neither to convince me with anything that i can do this. NO ! he just okay and say that i can focus on my family (he knew i have a kid and family).
but, again, Allah save me. He still wants me to stay in this barakah journey, so here is what happened back then. right after i met the dean the day dean told me that im going to finish my studies in 7 years in total, i went to see one of my foreign lecturer. he's from Nigeria. his name is Dr. Ibrahim Ab Aziz. i told him what happened and he really felt sorry to me. however, the decision i made the next day was a very shocked decision to him. which he also felt frustrated cause i didnt met him at first before deciding.
however, the day when i supposed to hand in my quit letter to the office, that day was Thursday, the same week. tomorrow was Adam's birthday party. Dr Ibrahim's room was in the 2nd floor of the building while the office was 1st floor.
right before i went in the office to pass up the letter, Allah brought me unintentionally to see Dr Ibrahim in his room and yes. he was inside at that time which is rare thing to happen cause he is very busy and rarely to see him in. so i went in and before i told him, he already surprised when he looked at my face.
he said "Oh Aida ! come in ! i was so surprised when the dean said that you going to quit in the meeting (which the service was returned to me !) "he did ??" "yeahh he did. everybody's know you going to quit"
he said he was very sad and frustrated cause i never talked and discuss with him eventhough he knew the problem from the first beginning. actually, i have the early story about me and Dr Ibrahim and how did he knows me but lets keep that part for the next session (I promise ). he lectured me for almost 3 hours and Allahu, He then changed my heart and decision to just keep doing this DVM and challenge myself very hard. yes guys ! im challenging and working so hard now. if you knew me well, you're going to surprise knowing how i worked hard.
so alhamdulillah. He spares me in this barakah journey.
November
again the problem with the dean which it made me need to see him. and when i went to see him, he said something unpleasant to hear and i even threw it out right after i stepped out from his room. i didnt mad at him.. it just, i hope his children never stood on my shoes. ever !
anyhow, here im sitting in front of the laptop, doing good alhamdulillah and still with full of spirit to study.
im currently sitting for my final exam. i hope you guys who read this post can pray for me so that i can pass my exams with flying colours.
here is some of my advices to you :
- whatever come in your way during your journey, if there's a will, there must be a way. look for it. dont ever give up and never think to turn your back. no ! cause if you do, in 5 years later, you will start to regret and that will stay for the rest of your life. trust me.
- keep your money always. plan for your finance. never overspend it cause you'll never know what's going to happen.
- be patient. Allah knows you're strong enough to face what He gave to you. all you need to do is be patient and think wisely to solve your problem.
- never be shame to ask help from someone. dont think it first. ask them for help first. cause if you think first, perhaps you're just overthinking nuts which then turned you into never asking potato.
- one last thing, NEVER EVER FORGET TO PUT YOUR TRUST THAT ALLAH CAN TAKE CARE OF YOU. never !
i hope and pray for 2019 would be much easier and pleasant for me especially for my degree life.
cause 1 day, im going to have Dr. in front of my name but more than that, i can save someone's life. that is what more matters to me.
should i shout yeay ?
alhamdulillah.
all praise goes to Him
giving me more life and joys even when i turned down because of too many sorrows and pains.
alhamdulillah.
allahummasollialamuhammad waalaalimuhammad
january
in this month is when my car first got hit by a clumsy woman who didn't look on her right before getting into the lane.
and all her answer was, it was my lane and i didn't need to look on my right since it was my lane !
oh God ! she was super annoyed and stubborn that she didn't ever admit her fault tough !
but anyhow, i just settled it down by paying her RM100 cause her car was just a minor damage but my car, oh God. you wont believe it cause her car was only a Persona. and my car is Navara and i dont know how it turned out my car got quite worse damage and of course in my head that time, "im gonna killed this time. Mom gonna kill me. My bank gonna broke this time and yada yada"
but gladly, one of my colleague brought me to his friend's workshop which only to pay RM150 to him and he turned my car just like the new one. people wont know the car got hit at all ! amazing isn't it ? yeahhh i know.
Mei
it was my birthday and this time, my husband forgot again. like usual lahh
September
in this month, it was super complicated month to me. in this month, i was planning for my kid birthday which turned to 1 on 12th September. just like few days before his birthday party, it was the day i started my new semester. this semester, i supposed to get in the class with 3rd year student(i'm currently 4th year student but because i extended during giving birth to Adam, so here i am now), my cringe dean told me that i cant go in with 3rd year student before passing my Pharmacology subject (which i failed during my 2nd year).
at this time, i was totally surprised cause not only that, he made me arranged all my curriculum for the whole study and turned out im going finish my DVM in another 3 years and half (Allah bless me).
at that time, non of my thought that i could ever make it, cause whats the problem were ; im going to pay my own 3k++ by my own cause PTPTN will only pay for maximum 5 years only. not more than that. next is i cannot afford to fail ANY SUBJECT within my 3 years study or if not, i fail and cannot graduate with doctorate. it was so so so frustrating cause i really want to be a doctor tooo bad !
all i thought that time was only QUIT. so the next day, after i talked to my family, i went to the office, met the dean and my PA, said that i want to quit. the dean was, okay. yaa thats it ! he didnt say anything else. nor try to talk and advise me, neither to convince me with anything that i can do this. NO ! he just okay and say that i can focus on my family (he knew i have a kid and family).
but, again, Allah save me. He still wants me to stay in this barakah journey, so here is what happened back then. right after i met the dean the day dean told me that im going to finish my studies in 7 years in total, i went to see one of my foreign lecturer. he's from Nigeria. his name is Dr. Ibrahim Ab Aziz. i told him what happened and he really felt sorry to me. however, the decision i made the next day was a very shocked decision to him. which he also felt frustrated cause i didnt met him at first before deciding.
however, the day when i supposed to hand in my quit letter to the office, that day was Thursday, the same week. tomorrow was Adam's birthday party. Dr Ibrahim's room was in the 2nd floor of the building while the office was 1st floor.
right before i went in the office to pass up the letter, Allah brought me unintentionally to see Dr Ibrahim in his room and yes. he was inside at that time which is rare thing to happen cause he is very busy and rarely to see him in. so i went in and before i told him, he already surprised when he looked at my face.
he said "Oh Aida ! come in ! i was so surprised when the dean said that you going to quit in the meeting (which the service was returned to me !) "he did ??" "yeahh he did. everybody's know you going to quit"
he said he was very sad and frustrated cause i never talked and discuss with him eventhough he knew the problem from the first beginning. actually, i have the early story about me and Dr Ibrahim and how did he knows me but lets keep that part for the next session (I promise ). he lectured me for almost 3 hours and Allahu, He then changed my heart and decision to just keep doing this DVM and challenge myself very hard. yes guys ! im challenging and working so hard now. if you knew me well, you're going to surprise knowing how i worked hard.
so alhamdulillah. He spares me in this barakah journey.
November
again the problem with the dean which it made me need to see him. and when i went to see him, he said something unpleasant to hear and i even threw it out right after i stepped out from his room. i didnt mad at him.. it just, i hope his children never stood on my shoes. ever !
anyhow, here im sitting in front of the laptop, doing good alhamdulillah and still with full of spirit to study.
im currently sitting for my final exam. i hope you guys who read this post can pray for me so that i can pass my exams with flying colours.
here is some of my advices to you :
- whatever come in your way during your journey, if there's a will, there must be a way. look for it. dont ever give up and never think to turn your back. no ! cause if you do, in 5 years later, you will start to regret and that will stay for the rest of your life. trust me.
- keep your money always. plan for your finance. never overspend it cause you'll never know what's going to happen.
- be patient. Allah knows you're strong enough to face what He gave to you. all you need to do is be patient and think wisely to solve your problem.
- never be shame to ask help from someone. dont think it first. ask them for help first. cause if you think first, perhaps you're just overthinking nuts which then turned you into never asking potato.
- one last thing, NEVER EVER FORGET TO PUT YOUR TRUST THAT ALLAH CAN TAKE CARE OF YOU. never !
i hope and pray for 2019 would be much easier and pleasant for me especially for my degree life.
cause 1 day, im going to have Dr. in front of my name but more than that, i can save someone's life. that is what more matters to me.
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